October 29th, 2009 Posted in Uncategorized | No Comments »
I was walking through the woods behind our place Monday afternoon, looking for pictures to take. I glanced down and saw all of these little seeds sticking to my bluejeans. I was only a couple of hundred feet from a cornfield where there’s acres of corn with golden ears on each stalk, each with row upon row of kernels. The day before I had photographed a milkweed going to seed. Seeds, seeds, seeds all over the place! Fall is the time for seeds!
Fall is when we watch most plants die, producing seed that, in most cases, also looks dead. I like what author Parker Palmer, who I’m now reading, says about fall. “Autumn is a season of great beauty, but it is also a season of decline: the days grow shorter, the light is suffused, and summer’s abundance decays toward winter’s death. Faced with this inevitable winter, what does nature do in autumn? It scatters the seeds that will bring new growth in the spring – and scatters them with amazing abandon [like on my bluejeans].” Palmer then brings home the point. “In my own experience of autumn, I am rarely aware that seeds are being planted.” (Let Your Life Speak by Parker Palmer, p. 98)
Most of us don’t have to look far in the past or maybe we need only look near at hand in the present to see an area or areas of our life where things are declining, dying or even dead. The fact is, things are not always going well for us. It comes easily to see only the negative when our lives are not thriving in some predetermined way.
The season of fall reminds us that decline can be good. It’s the season when seeds are planted in abundance for new life to erupt in spring. Palmer calls this “autumn’s paradox of dying and seeding.” We are to believe that God can do the same with our “autumn” experiences.
Jesus used this imagery when describing His own “autumn” experience of having to die on a cross. He hinted at the tremendous good, for us, that would result from this dying. “I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.” (John 12:24) And we call His day of dying “Good” Friday! Any experience or situation that is not producing current positive results, maybe even painful and negative results, is also producing seeds of future good that will find their season of spring, if we have the faith to believe it to be so!