I enjoy being a girl…right?
Shall we cross THAT line now? Is it too soon? Oh the heck with it!
On a strictly medical standpoint, having a heart problem like this and being a girl *get where I am going with this?* is not fun at certain times of the month. I swear, along with the usual symptoms of this fun time, my body feels like I am on a roller coaster ride. Today at work, I was just so crappy feeling because of my period, I thought I was gonna have to go home early. I remember when I used to get it, I would have to stay home from school, and just lay around and do nothing. I kept myself busy today though, drank a Coke, and it helped me feel a little better. Although when I got off work, I went to the store got some Pringles, gossip magazines, and a pizza and watched a movie with my younger sister. So, that was my lazy part of the day. After that, I went for a walk on the bike path, which made me feel a lot better.
Even with my iPod blasting ACDC and All American Rejects, my mind was thinking about many things. I think about my dreams, and where I want to go in life. I want to be like my idols, like Marilyn Monroe, Jean Harlow, Clara Bow. To be a star! I sometimes wonder about being sick and handling that kind of working schedule, all those flashing camera lights, no privacy…it seems like a mess. But then I think about acting, and smiling for the cameras on the red carpet. Oh what a rush that would be. I know God has kept me here for a reason, and I think its because I am gonna be something wonderful, do amazing things, be a star! Oooh, I love the thought!
I am getting sidetracked here, sorry! I should get to bed, gym and work in the morning. Busy, busy.
Farewell!