A Mess

I can’t seem to win can I? I woke up sick this morning, shaking, cold, just felt like crap. So I figured the best thing to do would be to not take the CYMBALTA!! and just take my Lexapro. Problem. My sister and I both ran out of our Lexapro, and the Pharmacy won’t fill mine up because it and the CYMBALTA!! are the same thing. So I have to wait till tomorrow to get more, well, actually my sister is getting them and I am gonna split the pills with her because I just need to be weened off them.

I just have a bad headache which is what I usually get if I don’t take the Lexapro, but also…man oh man, I am just down in the dumps. I don’t know if the weather is a factor too because its just really cold and gross out. I am crying now for some reason, just feeling depressed. I hate it. I hate being sad and depressed, but mostly I hate crying. Especially over nothing.

I hope tomorrow is better. I work in the morning since I called off for this afternoon. Until then…

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