DON’T wake me up before you go go!
I had to take my mom to the airport at 5:00 in the morning, and then be at work at 8:30. Needless to say this whole fun time morning experience did make for a happy go lucky day. I talked to my best friend Ski, who is stationed in Korea at the moment, online for a little bit and then tried to get some sleep for like fifteen minutes or so. Totally did not make me feel relaxed like I thought it would. So, my body clock or whatever was off for the rest of the day. I know that a lot of the people I have talked to with NCS or POTS say the same things about mornings, you just gotta do it at your own pace. I personally can’t just run out of bed, into the shower, and out the door. No, I have to take my time otherwise I will blow a gasket, don’t ask me why! Makes me wonder about when I actually have kids and have to go on THEIR schedule…oh what a fun adjustment that will be.
I also don’t appreciate the fact that when I look outside, in April, and see snow coming down. So not cool! I want it to be sunny and warm and all that good stuff. Makes me really want to go back to California, my home away from home. When I went to California like three times in 2005, I felt the best I had in a long time. I don’t know if it was because the weather is so constant and beautiful, or being in the place I love most, or being there with my best friends Ski and James. Maybe if I pretend I am in California it will be better. Just ignore me if you see me walking around in flip flops in the middle of the snow, I am daydreaming.
Its only 9:00, and I am very tired. Looks like an early night for me. So long!