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Migraine is still present.

Good lord, make it go away PLEEEEEASE! I guess it was a good thing I didn’t work today so I could kinda relax and not concentrate on the pain. But I had to go through my stuff in the garage, then get stuff out of the attic. Ugh! I wish it would go away so I can enjoy the nice weather and not have just lay on a couch feeling like I was hit on the head with a fifty pound weight. I hate to keep complaining about it, but it keeps coming up! I work tomorrow, so I hope I don’t have one, or that it isn’t as bad.

Thats one thing I really don’t like about having NCS/POTS…getting sick when I have to work. I feel like such a bad employee because I am putting my supervisor and my co-workers into a goofy spot instead of it just being a “smooth” day. And explaining what is wrong with me or how it came about, it just gets so tiring! I should feel lucky I work with people who are understanding of me, they have become a family to me, especially after working there for six years. But the same thing goes with friends. You have plans to do something days ahead of time, but then you wake up and feel horrible, you have to cancel. I hate that!! It gets hard to explain over and over again, sometimes I just suck it up and try and go, but you end up feeling miserable and bringing everyone down.

Hey, next post…I will share some funny stories with you instead of complaining about my head or side effects of meds. Even if it sucks getting sick and passing out, looking back on it, you gotta laugh at some of the situations.

Ciao!

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