Say it with me, this heart problem sucks.
*sigh*
Second night this week where I have woken up at around 3:00 in the morning feeling like I was gonna pass out at any moment. Pass out or pull a Linda Blair and projectile vomit if I were to even move the slightest inch. I sleep with four pillows, two regular size and two body size pillows. I put all of them under my feet last night to prop my feet up and try to get blood to my head so I didn’t black out. Falling asleep like that is OH so much fun, let me tell ya. But whatever works, right?
I then called my good friend who lives in Hawaii and told him how much I hated having this heart problem, because it was ticking me off. (I am sure I used much different language though, as you can imagine) I suppose that is the one good thing about being awake at 3:00 a.m., knowing that its 9:00 in Hawaii, so he will be up to help calm me down, and put me back to bed.
Apparently feeling this way has to do with alcohol in some way. I went out last night with my friends, and I had ONE drink. ONE. Next thing I know, I am ready to throw up in my bed. Now, I rarely drink, ask anyone who knows me. But occasionally, I like to go out and have a drink with my friends (I am over 21, its okay) Having another restriction placed on me because of heart condition TICKS ME OFF! I want to be able to do what I want, and I know I have to not think that way, especially when it comes to my health. But COME ON!
The whole sick thing lately also has to do with the fact that I have been on the go non stop, and today was my day off. Jessica slept in till about 11:00, laid on the couch, then came over to grandma’s. I feel a little bit stronger, minus the fact I think I am getting a cold…the fun never ends I tell ya.
Okay, I should get to bed. If you hear any loud noises around 3:00 in the morning…its probably me throwing a fit. Just a warning…