Its good to be back!

That has 2 different meanings behind it. 1) I haven’t posted in awhile and 2) The old Jessica is back! I had gone through a period where I was just a depressed, miserable, fat…whatever. And now, I feel so good about who I am. I know I need to work on losing some more weight but I feel comfortable about who I am now. I love myself and I love my life, and its been soooooo long since I have been able to say that and mean it. I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve so it can be beaten up easily. Oh no. The “Wahl” is back. *MUAHAHAHA*

So, now that I got the joy out of me…let me tell you about the horrible morning I had. I hadn’t taken my pill in 3 days (completely my fault, I  know) well…I got my punishment this morning. I woke up and it literally was hurting me to even move my eyes. This sharp pain would come into my head and shoot down my arms into my fingertips. I was shaking, but my legs were sweating. Driving to the pharmacy was a nightmare because when I would have to move my head/eyes to drive I would scream out in pain, I sounded like I was in the middle of child birth. The pain was making me cry and shake, so I looked like a crack addict I am sure. Walking into the hospital I had to dig my keys into my hand so I wouldn’t pass out because a hospital stay was not on my agenda. Needless to say, I took my pill, rested, and felt much better. I still feel a little goofy, but I can move my eyes without yelling! No pity though. My own stupid fault.

Hope ya’ll had a yummy Halloween!

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