I will admit, I am a pretty strong person. I don’t so much mean physically as mentally/emotionally. I found it very interesting this past two weeks that I had been sick with a cold and feeling like I got hit by a bus, but still part of me was like GO GO GO!
I have all these things I want to do, but sometimes it just feels like my body is on its own schedule. I can’t go out late because I won’t get enough sleep and will be sick in the morning. I can’t go in the middle of a crowd at a concert because my body will be to clustered in. I can’t do this because of that, or that because of this. Now, this may sound a bit melodramatic, but I think of the quote from Steel Magnolias when Sally Field’s character says “I can jog to (I forgot where) and back, but my daughter can’t!” It can feel like that sometimes, I want to do so much but my body is just “I don’t think so Jessica.” It can be a tad frustrating.
I am feeling better now though thank goodness! Preparing to go to California in May. Need all my strength for that! I don’t care if I get sick and I have to be wheeled around in a chair…I will be going. Just TRY and stop me! 